... kreativitas hanya sebatas mimpi yang terbatas jika tak lekas diwujudkan dalam nyata yang jelas ...

Thursday 15 November 2012

Melelap dalam mimpi


Bias titik hitam terpendar dari hangatnya sinar
Semua lari sembunyi
Menghitam lalu lenyap
Semua mua lagi kembali
Mengheran ...
Apa yang terjadi
Kemudian ...
Gagak dan elang bekerja sama memulangkan jiwa
Tergopoh mencapai ku
Jatuh memukul tanah
Lalu bangun menampar
Aku sadar pada mimpi
Dunia warna mulai luntur
Dan menyendu haru di langit biru
Aku lelah
Aku melelap tak mau sadar
Karena mimpi memanusiakan hati
Lalu bergumul aku dengan diriku
Sudahlah ....
Aku lelah ...
Aku ... hanya ingin melelap ...

Lebih dari ketika


Sedih adalah ketika pelangi ingkar pada hujan
Sepi adalah ketika suara hati mengeras dalam gelap
Perih adalah ketika mimpi bersua asa
Sendu adalah ketika darah tak lagi memerah
Kecewa adalah ketika mata bersaksi pada nyata
Duka adalah ketika embun tak bersua mentari pada pagi
Sakit adalah ketika rasa mencinta raga berpunya

Pelangi


Berdiri di hadapan embun
Menatap tajam seolah semua tak lagi hidup
Titik kecil di waktu paling di nanti dan di benci
Ketika matahari bergerak berisyarat untuk lari atau mati
Aku terpatung pagi yang sama di sini
Jeritan nuri dan alunan syahdu gagak mengiringi semua udara
Lalu berpaling dari embun yang tetap diam diujung daun
Aku menantang langit dengan tangis dan sujud
Semua arah turut mematung seolah mendukung
Namun hujan tak sudi membuntuti aku
Kaki melekat bumi hingga tulang ikut mati
Apa aku mati?
Embun menetes di bumi
Dan hujan mulai menapaki semua nyawa disini
Aku tetap terpatung oleh langit yang menghitam
menanti pelangi ku datang
membawa ku pulang ke rumah
rumah yang tak lagi bernama surga
lalu hujan pulang entah kemana
pelangi ku tak datang
pelangi ku lari hilang …

Monday 15 October 2012

Anecdote - example 5


Stories that explain while creating,
maintaining and legitimizing behavior

On my walk with Darren this morning I was being the proud parent recounting last week’s parent-teacher night and telling him how well my eldest daughter is doing academically. Being the father of two daughters I was mindful of the importance of balancing my praise between my girls so I made a point of also recognizing my youngest for getting into the school netball team. Darren then told me the story of how his brother was always reminded by his parents how he was good with his hands and how Darren was the one who had the brains. His brother became a carpenter while Darren went to uni and started work as a scientist.
The stories we tell not only help explain and provide meaning to our experiences, they also shape and legitimize our actions. This point is well made by David Boje et. al. (1982) where they explore the role or myths; which equate to dominate stories; within organizations. The stories you tell and retell, which become the accepted explanation of how things are around here, become difficult to dislodge and can only be replaced by another dominant story. The stories you tell about your children will be instrumental to the creation of their identity and therefore what they consider is possible. The same is true for the stories we tell about staff, managers, leaders and any other identity we wish to single out. 

Anecdote - example 4


Two ears, one mouth

I can't remember who first said to me "you have two ears and one mouth, and you should use them in that proportion" but it is one of the best pieces of advice I have ever received. Also, when working in many organizations, I notice it is not applied that widely. Shawn and I have come across two examples earlier this year where 'listeners' were let go and noisy and opinionated people were never considered to be candidates for retrenchment because of their 'visible contribution' to the organization (it was probably more their 'audible contribution'). These sorts of decisions further undermine an organization’s capability to make progress with complex problems.

Anecdote - example 3



One day in New York City, Morgenbesser put his pipe in his mouth as he was ascending the subway steps. A policeman approached and told him that there was no smoking on the subway. Morgenbesser pointed out that he was leaving the subway, not entering it, and that he had not yet lit up. The cop repeated his injunction. Morgenbesser repeated his observation. After a few such exchanges, the cop saw he was beaten and fell back on the oldest standby of enfeebled authority: "If I let you do it, I'd have to let everyone do it." To this the old philosopher replied, "Who do you think you are—Kant?" His last word was misconstrued, and the whole question of the Categorical Imperative had to be hashed out down at the police station. Morgenbesser won the argument.

Anecdote - example 2


Don't second guess me

I am working on a project requiring a major organizational transformation. On Monday, the division's chief heads off to Canberra to get a mandate to make the change from head office. One of his biggest concerns is head office continuously second-guessing him as he leads the organization through the change process. He recognizes that in complex situations there are no correct answers and there are likely to be many different opinions about what should be done, and head office has a habit of trying to micro-manage things.

Anecdote - example 1


Blessing behind Tragedy

There was a black family in Scotland years ago. They were Clark family with nine children. They had a dream to go to America. The family worked and saved. They were making plan to travel with their children to America. It had taken several years but finally they had saved enough money. They had gotten passport. They had booked seats for the whole family member in a new liner to America.
The entire family was full of anticipation and excitement with their new life in America. However few days before their departure, the youngest son was bitten by a dog. The doctor sewed up the boy. Because of the possibility of getting rabies, there were being quarantined for long days. They were in quarantine when the departure time came. The family dreams were dashed. They could not make the trip to America as they had planned.
The father was full of disappointed and anger. He stomped the dock to watch the ship leaved without him and his family. He shed tears of disappointment. He cursed both his son and God for the misfortune.
Five days latter, the tragic news spread throughout Scotland. The ship, the mighty Titanic, had shank. It took hundreds of passenger and crew with it. Titanic which had been called the unsinkable ship had sunk. It was unbelievable but it was.
The Clark family should have been on that ship, but because of the bitten son by a dog, they were left behind. When the father heard the news, he hugged the son and thanked him for saving the family. He thanked God for saving their lives. It was a blessing behind a tragedy.


The Analysis of
“Blessing behind Tragedy”

Abstract       : Everybody has a dream. You have and so do I. When the dream will come true, there is something wrong last minute before it. What will we feel?
                         What will we do?
Orientation  : The Clark family lived in Scotland. They had dream to travel to
                          America. They prepared well for their plan
Crisis           : few days before they went to America, his youngest son was bitten by a dog. It made they were being quarantined. They had to forget their plan.
Reaction      : the family was full of disappointment and anger. The father was angry with his son and God. The family failed to travel to America and the father could not accept it.
Coda            : the father thank to his son when he hear the ship sank. He thank to God because of saving the family from sinking. He thought leaving behind the ship was not a tragedy but a blessing.




Language features analysis

The use of exclamation, rhetorical question and intensifiers:
                                                    Full of

The use of material process            : were making, could not make the trip, stomped, cursed, bitten, hugged, etc

Saturday 13 October 2012

Sandiwara Kata (episode dua)


Tak berpanggung megah
Dan tak beriring irama indah
Hanya menari di atas suara yang bergetar
Sepasang mata terbelalak tanpa gerak,
terikat erat oleh awang-awang
Entah terpana
Entah kecewa
Entah berduka
Nada yang terdengar hanya semakin nyaring
dengan senandung yang bertambah miris
Sepi ikud terduduk
menyaksikan pesona pertunjukkan yang tersaji
Dan semakinlah yakin pada sandiwara kata
yang mempesona
Akhirnya dia tersujud lunglai
di hadapan rayuan busuk mematikan
Dan sepertinya dia tak bermaksud pulang
Terpeluklah dia dalam cinta
yang tersenyum bengis dari belakang
Tololnya, hanya hangat yang dirasa
Sandiwara kata tak kunjung berdiam
Pun sampai lelah ikut menyerah untuk hentikan
Sudah pulanglah semua daya
Biarkan dia nikmati manisnya

Harapan terisak memohon pada Sang Penyayang
Agar kelak tak pernah sekali saja
Akan dia rasa setetes kepahitan
yang terciprat dari luka dalam cinta

Dan sorakan takjub membahana di jagad raya
Sekali lagi, cinta mempesona sesosok jiwa

Sandiwara Kata


Tersusun rapi dan beraroma wangi
Ternyata ada cinta menyesak dalam kisahnya
Dan tanpa paksa, kata tersenyum keluar dengan bangga
Kau ... percayakah pada mereka?
Coba tengok dengan cahaya
Bagaimana mata bicara sejujur dia bisa
Lalu tengok hati mu yang diam terheran hampir tersipu oleh barisan kata yang hampir meledakkan telinga
Ada yang berbisik
Para kata hanya sedang berdrama
Atau sedang terpaksa melakoni tuntutan dunia
yang tak kunjung sembuh dari gila
Para kata semakin meraja
tanpa merasa sudah melelahkan suara
Aku terserah kau saja
Mau kau nikmati alunannya sampai kau tahu
bagaimana sejujurnya kata
Menelannya mentah sampai kau rasa pahit
yang memuakkan pada ujungnya
Atau memilih bertepuk tangan di depannya
Dan lalu melangkah berbalik arah
tanpa menyeret satu kata pun yang terluka
Dan mungkin ...
Akan ku nikmati dulu persembahannya di awal cerita
Sampai aku puas dan tertidur pulas melupakannya...

Sunday 30 September 2012

Untuk Kawan Ku


Ah, tawamu begitu renyah, kawan
Tawa yang teramat menyindir
Sindiran untuk seorang gadis
Gadis yang melukai hati sucimu
Gadis bodoh yang menyiakanmu
Yang selalu mengutuk dirinya
Dengan ribuan kata busuk yang berulang kali
Yang tak bosan ia ucapkan padamu

Seberapa sakitkah hatimu, kawan
Hingga kau tak sudi lagi menjamah gadis ini
Gadis yang mengumbar kata manis
Yang sudah teramat tega meremukkan hatimu
Yang meminta dikasihani
Dikasihani hatimu pasti
Namun tal sudilah dia pasti
Hatimu menerimanya lagi

Sehancur apa hidupmu saat ini, kawan?
Hingga kau tak hasrat lagi
Menikmati dunia yang hanya sekali
Ah, gadis itu lagi kau bilang
Yang kejam menampar perasaanmu
Yang membiarkanmu terpuruk dalam gelapmu
Yang sungguh tega mengoyak, mencabik
Meluluhlantakkan asa-asa muliamu

Sudah kawan, sudah
Biarkan dia
Lepaskan dia
Lupakan dia
Kubur dia dan kenanganmu bersamanya

Lihat kawan, lihat
Kau masih punya ayah ibu
Kau masih punya aku

Teruslah berjalan, kawan
Teruslah menatap ke depan
Biarkan semua hilang di belakang
Tak pantaslah kau berdiam

Mari kawan, mari
Demi mereka yang kau sayang
Teruslah berjuang
Dan petiklah ribuan bintang terang masa depan

Monday 9 April 2012

Bawang Merah Bawang Putih [English Version-Narrative]

BAWANG Putih lived with her step mother and her step sister, Bawang Merah. Bawang Putih's mother died when she was a baby. Her father remarried another woman and later her step sister was born. Unfortunately, not long after that her father died. Since then, Bawang Putih's life was sad. Her step mother and her step sister treated Bawang Putih badly and always asked her to do all the household chores.

 One morning, Bawang Putih was washing some clothes in a river. Accidentally, her mother's clothes were washed away by the river. She was really worried so she walked along the river side to find the clothes. Finally she met an old woman. She said that she kept the clothes and would give them back to Bawang Putih if she helped the old woman do the household chores. Bawang Putih helped her happily. After everything was finished, the old woman returned the clothes. She also gave Bawang Putih a gift. The old woman had two pumpkins, one pumpkin was small and the other one was big. Bawang Putih had to choose one.

 Bawang Putih was not a greedy girl. So she took the small one. After thanking the old woman, Bawang Putih then went home. When she arrived home, her step mother and Bawang Merah were angry. They had been waiting for her all day long. Bawang Putih then told about the clothes, the old woman, and the pumpkin. Her mother was really angry so she grabbed the pumpkin and smashed it to the floor. Suddenly they all were surprised. Inside the pumpkin they found jewelries. "Bawang Merah, hurry up. Go to the river and throw my clothes into the water. After that, find the old woman. Remember, you have to take the big pumpkin," the step mother asked Bawang Merah to do exactly the same as Bawang Putih's experience. Bawang Merah immediately went to the river. She threw the clothes and pretended to search them. Not long after that, she met the old woman. Again she asked Bawang Merah to do household chores. She refused and asked the old woman to give her a big pumpkin. The old woman then gave her the big one. Bawang Merah was so happy. She ran very fast. When she arrived home, her mother was impatient. She directly smashed the pumpkin to the floor. They were screaming. There were a lot of snakes inside the pumpkin! They were really scared. They were afraid the snakes would bite them. "Mom, I think God just punished us. We had done bad things to Bawang Putih. And God didn't like that. We have to apologize to Bawang Putih," said Bawang Merah.

 Finally both of them realized their mistakes. They apologized and Bawang Putih forgave them. Now the family is not poor anymore. Bawang Putih decided to sell all the jewelries and used the money for their daily lives.